This post was written 11 days ago.
Mon, 16 Nov 2015

Diary week c/ 02 November 2015

This post was written 20 days ago.
Sat, 07 Nov 2015
A lot going on at the moment. One good thing: After an absolute low-point in the middle of the week, my outlook is a lot more positive now. I have also decided to not be as self-indulgent to mention any potential newly-arrising crises too much anymore, unless I see in them a pattern that might apply to people in general. There's simply no point otherwise. No lamenting! Read more…
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Diary week c/ 26 October 2015

This post was written 1 month ago.
Mon, 26 Oct 2015

This is going to be very short this time. Unfortunately, I am also not in the best mood at the moment. I feel failure is imminent. A failure to keep up the good faith in something and thereby make it work.

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Diary week c/ 12 October 2015

This post was written 2 months ago.
Mon, 12 Oct 2015
Instead of concluding the past week with my entry, I am starting the following. Just like I have a habit of arriving everywhere exactly five minutes late (if I can afford it).

Newish job

So it's Monday, and I have been working at Wiredmedia. Starting a job there a month ago has been an entirely positive thing. It was on the cards, I had really wanted to work in a team again. And it makes a huge difference, even more than I would have thought. It's great because the job is something I can do and I enjoy, and at the moment I am mainly getting faster and more efficient. This does not happen much when I work on my own, as I keep doing so many different things that there is not much of a routine being established ever. Read more…
Tags: weekly_diary / books /

A weekly diary for the rest of the year

This post was written 2 months ago.
Sat, 03 Oct 2015
So, this is a simple challenge. Except, I don't know if it will be simple for me. It could be, or it could be not. The chances are 50/50. Writing is very important to me. But there was a time when it was the scariest thing for me. Writing something that would (perhaps) be read by others. That old fear occasionally resurfaces, and my control over it is limited. Then part of the challenge is maybe to learn to live with that discomfort. In any case, one post per week. That's the deal. Read more…

Responsive Day Out

This post was written 5 months ago.
Tue, 23 Jun 2015
Last Friday, Responsive Day Out ("The final breakpoint") happened in Brighton, and I was glad that I had the opportunity to go there. I had listened to recordings of the previous years, but being in Brighton, hearing the talks live, catching the athmosphere and talking to other attendees is something quite different.

Quite a few talks touched on things that I had been thinking about or experiencing recently. Especially, the difficulty of naming things, and that of being a generalist. On the technical side, there was the responsive images spec which I had recently got to try out, and web components. Flexbox is for now remaining a black box to me — but that will hopefully change soon. The power of CSS selectors for applying style decisions was fascinating, as well as some of the new web APIs.

I really liked the mix of the technical, and the psychological/philosophical. There was an exchange in the first chat (after every three talks there was a brief discussion with the three speakers) that highlighted for me how the respective challenges differ. Jeremy Keith asked "Are the trickier problems the human problems?" to which Alice Bartlett, the first speaker, replied: "People problems are harder to reason about. They are also more likely to provoke an emotional response. Solving a technical problem is more satisfying, and you can more easily brag about it" I believe this to be very true, and it might explain why so many problems between people go unresolved for long times. Read more…

Crunch time diary 3

This post was written 6 months ago.
Tue, 02 Jun 2015
So, this might be last in series. I don't want to keep calling my posts crunch time ;). It is on one hand quite fitting, I have a "now or never" feeling, i.e. if I don't manage to deal with certain things now, if I don't make at least some, small changes somewhere, I never will, and I might better give up everything to do with web development; much more, wanting to teach / help people learn web development. On the other hand, I don't currently feel that stressed. Read more…
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Crunch time diary 2

This post was written 6 months ago.
Wed, 27 May 2015
This is going to be short. Next in my series of sorting things by writing. A thought I've had a lot recently: The more burning question is often not "What have I got? Have I been treated well?", but "What can I give?", "What can I contribute?". That can be surprisingly difficult to answer. And those who can't answer it, those who want to make a difference, but whose attempts to do so turn out inadequate — or at least that's what it seems like to themselves — will most likely suffer from it. I am not quite sure whether to count myself in that category, but, well I guess sometimes I am. Read more…
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Crunch time

This post was written 6 months ago.
Tue, 19 May 2015

Yesterday I had this idea to turn this blog into a diary, just for this week. Post something every day. As my husbands writes a blog over in Mexico, I'll write mine here. This is at a point where I am reflecting on a lot of things anyway, so it might help to write them down. A lot to do with my professional life, and with my voluntary activities for CodeHub, too. They are connected, in that I have always felt I just want to run CodeHub if I can call myself a bona fide developer. But what does that "bona fide" mean?

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The productivity trap

This post was written 1 year ago.
Sat, 08 Nov 2014
About two months ago, on a warm summer's evening - this summer, that never wanted to end, but now has - I was sitting on the floor by the Arnolfini with some attendees and speakers of this year's JavaScript workshop. Next to gender stereotypes I remember us at some point discussing productivity and how it seems to be so utterly important these days. I heard myself saying: "I have become more productive since I have given up trying to be productive". It was something I had only realised quite recently. People are different, and it seems to me, some are genuinely capable of working steadily most of the time, being efficient and productive. But I have to admit that for me that is difficult, and I am starting to think whether it would even be a desirable world where everybody can do that.

I remember, about five years ago, reading somebody's blog post about how GTD just didn't work for them. At the time I hadn't known about the book, and when I read it a year or so later, it seemed such a revelation. I really did spend two days where I dealt with all the lose ends, I organised all documents worth keeping in stand-up folders and hanging files. I felt so good afterwards. And I had a brief spell of dealing with things immediately, finding the next actions etc. But it didn't last, and I am pretty sure I am not the only one. Read more…